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  “Needed to cut loose a little,” she finished for me. “I understand. More than anyone else ever could. ”

  It was gently said, but nevertheless a reminder that I wasn’t the only one who’d been played and abused. Guilt swirled through me and I pulled back, my gaze searching hers.

  “Are you —”

  “Yes,” she said, interrupting before I could finish. “As I said in the hospital, my pregnancy was meant to be, even if the method of conception was both unforeseen and unwelcome. But we are not discussing me and my pregnancy right now. ”

  I half smiled. No, we were discussing me and mine. “I’ve a feeling I’m about to be told off. ”

  “Not told off. Just… warned. ”

  Tension rolled through me. “About what?”

  She hesitated. “While I understand your need to cut loose after everything that has happened recently, others do not, and they are looking for you. Specifically, one person. And she’s not someone any of us should piss off. ”

  “Hunter. ” I practically spat the word.

  Madeline Hunter was the head of the Directorate, a top-ranking member of the high vampire council, and a monster clothed in vampire skin. She was also, unfortunately, my boss, thanks to an agreement I’d made the day I’d scattered my mother’s ashes.

  Of course, that agreement technically no longer stood, because I’d been the one to find and kill the man who had murdered my mother, not Hunter. That man had been my Aedh lover, Lucian, who had managed to fool me in more ways than I was willing to think about. Not only had he been responsible for my mother’s murder, but he’d also been involved in the theft of the keys.

  And, as a parting gift, he’d kidnapped and impregnated Ilianna, and had tried to do the same to me. Thankfully, I’d already been carrying Azriel’s child by that time.

  Ilianna grimaced. “Yeah. Tao’s fobbed her off a couple of times now, but she’s getting pretty scary. ”

  Scary was a normal state for Hunter, but I certainly didn’t want to piss her off any more than necessary. Not after what I’d seen her do to the dark spirit who’d murdered her lover.

  Still, it was decidedly odd that she didn’t know where I was. “Why would she be hassling Tao, or anyone else, for that matter? She knows exactly what I’m doing every single minute of the day, thanks to the fucking Cazadors. ”

  Cazadors were the high vampire council’s kill squad, and they’d been following me astrally for weeks, reporting my every move back to Hunter.

  “In this case, she doesn’t, because they can’t follow you here. ” Ilianna tucked her arm through mine and escorted me down the hall.

  I raised an eyebrow. “You’ve spelled the place?”

  She nodded. “Mom found a spell that automatically redirects astral travelers every time they approach the spell’s defined area. ”

  Just astral travelers, not Aedh, I guessed. Which was logical, given that the only spell we had to keep the Aedh out was the one we were using around our home, and that had originated from my father. Which meant my father and the Raziq could get to me here. I shivered and tried to ignore the premonition that I’d be confronting both far sooner than I’d want.

  Still, some protection was better than nothing, and at least we could plan our next move without the Cazadors passing every little detail on to Hunter. “There wouldn’t happen to be a mobile version of that spell, would there?”

  “Unfortunately, no. ”

  Of course not. Why on earth would fate throw me a lifeline like that? “Then I guess I’d better give the bitch a call ASAP. ”

  And pray like hell she didn’t have another job for me. I really didn’t need to be chasing after escapees from hell right now – especially, I thought bleakly, when chasing hell-kind was all I had to look forward to in the long centuries after my death.

  Besides, I needed to find the sorcerer and snatch the second key back. While he might not know which one of the items he’d stolen it was, there was nothing stopping him from taking them all to hell’s gate and testing them out one by one.

  And while my father and the Raziq had been relatively patient so far when it came to my lack of progress on the key front, I doubted that would last. They’d already threatened to destroy those I loved if I didn’t find the keys. I wouldn’t put it past any of them to actually kill someone close to me, just to prove how serious they were.

  As if tearing me apart to place the tracker in my heart hadn’t already proved that.

  “Calling her should definitely be a high priority,” Ilianna agreed. “But come and eat first. You look like death warmed up. ”

  No surprise there, given I nearly had been. “So what’s stopping Hunter or the Cazadors from physically finding us?”

  “She probably could, given enough time. While the spell is designed to confuse astral senses, they’d still have a general idea of location. ”

  “But all she has to do is hack into my phone —”

  “Which was left at home,” Ilianna interrupted. “Along with anything else that could be used to track you. We’re not that dumb. ”

  No, they weren’t. And Hunter was undoubtedly hassling Tao simply because she couldn’t get to anyone else. Even she had more sense than to contact Aunt Riley. I might not be related by blood to Riley, but she and her pack were the only family I had left. They would not have reacted nicely to the news that Hunter was after me. “Knowing Hunter as well as I now do, I’m surprised she hasn’t done more than merely threaten him. ”

  Hell, she probably considered a spot of bloody torture a good way to start the day. Although, given that Tao was rapidly losing the battle with the fire elemental he’d consumed, maybe I should be hoping the bitch did attempt to torture him. Crispy fried Hunter was a sight I wouldn’t mind seeing.

  “She’s given him until tonight to find you, so there’s time. You need to regain some strength before you run off to confront that psycho bitch. ”

  “Ain’t that the truth,” I muttered. “Especially now that I have to do it alone. ”

  Ilianna hesitated, then said quietly, “Look, I don’t know what actually went on between you and Azriel, but —”

  Something twisted deep inside me. Pain rose, a knife-sharp wave that threatened to engulf me. No, I reminded myself fiercely, you can’t go there. Not just yet. Not so soon after waking. I needed at least some time to mull over the implications of my actions by myself.

  “Ilianna,” I said, when I could, “leave it alone. ”

  “But he wouldn’t have left you —”

  “He did, because he had no choice. I banished him. ” How I’d actually managed that I had no idea. I mean, he was a reaper, a Mijai, and me telling him to leave me alone had never worked before now. So why the change?

  “Why the hell would you do that? Damn it, Ris, you need —”

  “Ilianna,” I warned, the edge deeper in my voice this time.

  She drew in a breath, then released it slowly. “When you want to talk about it, I’ll be here. But just remember one thing – he’s not human. He’s energy, not flesh, and he doesn’t operate on the same emotional or intellectual levels as we do. But whatever he did, he did for a reason. A good reason. And no matter how absolute or final his actions may seem to you, it may not be a truth in his world. ”

  “The truth,” I replied, bitterness in my voice, “is that the keys were always first and foremost to him. ”

  And I wanted more than that. Wanted him to feel about me the way I felt about him. But was love an emotion reapers were even capable of?

  I blinked at the thought. I loved him. Not just cared for him, but loved him.

  When the hell had that happened?

  I’d spent far more time with Lucian than I ever had with Azriel… I paused at the thought. No, that wasn’t true. Not really. I may have spent more time sexually with Lucian, but for every other part of the day – and night – Azriel had been by my
side. Somewhere, somehow, he’d snuck past my guard and stolen my heart. How that was even possible when we were still little more than strangers, I have no idea. It wasn’t like love and I were on familiar terms. Quite the opposite really, given the only other man I’d loved had been Jak – the werewolf reporter who was one of the people we’d pulled in to help with our key search – and that had turned out to be a complete and utter disaster.

  Obviously, my heart had no damn common sense when it came to picking men. Or it just liked to be broken.

  Ilianna said, “I would not be so sure of that —”

  “Ilianna,” I warned yet again.

  She sighed, then pushed open the door and ushered me through. The twin scents of curry and baking bread hit, making my mouth water and my stomach rumble even louder than before.

  The room itself was a kitchen bigger than our entire apartment. The country-style cabinets wrapped around three of the four walls, providing massive amounts of storage and preparation space, and there were six ovens and four stovetops. A huge wooden table that would have seated at least thirty people dominated the middle of the room, and it was at this that Sable, Mirri, and two other women sat.

  They glanced around as we entered. Sable smiled and rose. In either human or horse form she was stunningly beautiful, with black skin and brown eyes that missed very little. Mirri, a mahogany bay when in horse form, had taken after her dad.

  “Risa, so glad you’re recovered. ” Sable kissed both my cheeks, then stood back and examined me somewhat critically. “Although you do need some condition on you. You, my girl, are entirely too thin. ”

  I smiled. “Werewolves do tend to be on the lean side. ”

  “Not this lean, I’ll wager. The ladies and I are just about to go out, but there’s a curry in the oven and the bread should be done in about five minutes. ”

  “Thank you —”

  She cut me off with a wave of her hand. “Ilianna is family now, and her family is my family. So please, don’t be thanking me for something we’d do for anyone in the herd. ”